ok fuck, I someohow managed to delete the massive entry I just wrote. LAME I hguess I'll just write it again but it less detail, sorry.

Anyway, tonight I will write in my blog under the influence of MDMA

My birthday is on Wednesday so I thought it would be fun to spend the night with Wilson, Alec and John. The plan orignally was to get ridiculously drunk and make fools of ourselfs. BUT our plan was foiled! Alec's mother refused to buy our drinks. Which sucked at the time, we all thought our nights had been ruined. But then Alec, being the champion that he is shouted Wilson and I pills, mega awesome birthday present. We snorted them, which was different... gross and different.

Wilson decided that he'd had enough at 1am after a few hours of hugs and massages but Alec and I were still going strong, when we walked back to my place we jumped on random people's trampolines out the front of there house, which was the greatest feeling ever. Earlier on in the night Alec and I invented a word from spare kandi beads, that word was ponnpizllllll and we shouted it at the top of our lungs randomly on our walk home. 

When we got back to my place the parents were sleeping and we listened to some EBM, Alec's first encouter with Apop and VNV Nation, he liked it. We were going to watch Kung Pow? (name may differ from actual film we watched) but the disk messed up so we ended up getting decked out in our rave gear for Ultraworld(DnB, Hardcore rave we'll be going to on sunday) Alec was wearing his brand new phatts and a space tribe shirt, I was wearing a pink and green tutu with my new (second hand but new to me) pink fur jacket. 

So you're dressed like a wierdo, gurning your face off and the dvd doesn't work... What do you do?? Mindless grafitti and go on a mission to buy cigarettes. so on our journey to the service station we wrote a couple of Ponnpizllllll's. THEN I came up with an idea, a brilliant idea! There are these guys all around my age 15-17 that live around the corner and ALWAYS play cricket, footy or any kind of sport out the front of their house and there ball always come over my fence because our back yards are against eacher and  I watch them jump over my fence, onto my trampoline and get there balls back.  Me being the anti sport peson that I am proseeded to write in big bold black capital letters SPORT IS FOR GAY CUNTS - ponnpizllllll on their beige mail box. Wynona 1 : Sport fags 0

So our journey to the service station continued until some of Alec's friends pulled over on the highway and invided us to come to the beach with them. I knew one of them, Matt, he went to my primary school and still called me by my primary school nickname, Noni.  this is now just before 3am

So I made the mistake of getting into a car with a drunk driver and a bunch of guys that were all pretty pissed and thought it was cool to push their car to its limits on the streets and play commercial radio really, REALLY LOUD.

At first it wasn't so bad, we went to the beach then they started to come up with dumb ideas like taking Matt's boat for a ride. No way I was getting on a boat full of drunk people when I can't swim and my  biggest fear is large masses of water.  I told Alec this and he wasn't up for it either, when he told them they changed their minds, thank god, and decided to go to Black Wall Reach (cliffs on the swan river which people jump off into the water, people have died doing this). Lucky BWR is a bit of a walk from where the road ends so when we got out of the car there was a massive cbf factor. Then they dropped me home, because I think Alec was getting a bit sick of the night too. 

So I survived that, definately didn't enjoy it and wont do anything like that again.

I got home at about 4 am and sat on msn to some of my German friends, my dad came into my room at 4.15 and asked me why I was still awake, I freaked out because I still had, and have, massive pupils and dressed like the hardest kandi kid out. I told him I was chatting with my German friends and he left.

so it's now 5am and I keep hearing squeaking noises or things walking down the halls of my house, just me being paranoid. I'm listening to NIN and feeling the music in my body, lol, if that makes sense... 

I have alot of school work today, so I'm staying home and just getting all that out of the way. Tonght Wilson, Alec, Jesus (Wilson's brother) and I are going to a doof at the coogee power station, an abandoned power station on the beach. Fear Factory shot their video for Cyberwaste in it.  I wont stay there too long because I have to get up early on sunday to go to my family birthday lunch in Northbrige at 10.30am. The restraunt is within walking distance of Ultraworld too, which is convienent because my dad thinks the lunch should be over by 12/12.30 and the rave starts at 12. Day rave, I know, but it will still be great. I'll be doing the same pills as tonight hopefully I haven't used all my seratonin and can still gurn hard there because I know it's gonna be a massive night...or.... day.

Anyway, I think it's time for me to have a shower and try get some sleep, knowing me I'll wake up at 5pm and will have not done any school work and have to give the doof a miss, hopefully not though.

Until next time

Ponnpizlllll!!!!

(Alec is the maddest guy in the world!)

 

mm.... my first journal entry.... where to start?

If you don't know me, my name is Wynona and I live in Perth, Australia, I recently moved here from Queensland which is a long story which I'm sure I'll write about one day. I'm glad I moved here, as much as i miss QLD, I'm so much happier here. 

I listen to EBM, Industrial, Art Rock, 80's Goth, Dark Wave, Indie and Alternativeish kind of music. I saw Manson last weekend at Challenge Stadium, it was amazing. The best concert I've ever been to. Ever. The Spazzy's were the support act, as you can imagine nobody there listened to them and they were booed and had things thrown at them... I think they were just supporting to make all the Manson fans pissed off as a joke maybe? I don't know. I got my BDO ticket too, I'm going to the Perth one this year instead of Gold Coast. I wonder if the crowd will be as big...

Todd, one of my best friends I left behind in QLD is coming here for a holiday in January and then I'm going back to QLD with him!!!! I can't wait to see everyone!

School is back this week *groans* 

I've started designing my year 12 ball gown, I'm thinking like a PVC corset and poofy PVC skirt... I haven't finnished any drawings but one thing's for sure, it will be big and it will be plastic!

Until Next time

w13